Mum gives me a big shock today. Didn't expect she will gives positive answer to my question. I knew it myself, all along the problem lies with me instead of others.
Should i or should i not? These have been running through my mind for umpteen times. Isn't it suppose to be a happy issue, but seems like i've got so much things to think through before making up the decision. Partly, honesty is the key word that making me a hard time to say a yes. I don't know why some humans chose not to be honest? Is it hiding really do helps to prevent certain stituations? Why they never even thought of how hurt would it be when the other partner found out personally? In a r/s, isn't couples suppose to be honest to each other in order to get more secure? Maybe some humans don't think this way, whatever. I'm so tired.
