It's the first night/time i'm having the whole entire room of SQ to myself. Reason why he's not around because he's working night shift till the next morning. Seriously, i'm not use to it without him around. This also explained why i haven't turn-in at this hour. I simply can't fall asleep. Yes, i miss him, i really do. The room seems to be so quiet without his non-sense and silly movements. I need to think of ways to make myself fall asleep for these few days.
Recently, conflicts on and off occurred in between us. Ya, doesn't seems to be good. It's not a healthy r/s, i know, but it's hard to prevent. Anyway, don't feel like elaborate more. Just hope no more lies/hides anymore. It's gonna be double hurts when you found out personally. It's not a way to prevent things to happen but going to make it worst. So, lies don't encourage ya, LEARN IT!
And, I got a good chat w AJ on phone. Thanks ya :)
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